Nathan Foster Aka Bowzer

missin u

Hi Bows, i have been up 2 da court listened 2 various tingz and i hope justice will be dne.
Boi dnt even knw wot 2 say but i knw God is gna c this thru with us.
REST IN PEACE xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Simone Bell (Sister) May 8, 2008

my thoughts are with u all at this time.

we are in the court next door 2 u guys, its a madness.

Warren had a memorial service marking a year on Saturday and it has been so emotional.

Just stay focused, court will be hard but our thoughts and love is with u all. xx

Antoinette Gray May 6, 2008

Another day without you here

Just thought i would drop by Nay and bless your page, believe it or not ive started to believe that you can actually read my messages!! lol

Trial started today bro and though its upsetting watching our family having to sit through hours of conversation on how you were killed etc it brings for me peace.

I still cant believe your not here, the longing feeling of wishing one day you will walk through these doors again and push me or blow in my ear the one thing you did to piss me off.

Ive kinda devoted my life to you and cant move forward until I get to see you again, something I have failth in which will happen.
Theres not a day wehen your not in my thoughts or my heart. Life seems empty without you here but I know your still growing in each and everyone of us.

I cant imagine forgetting you and im truly blessed tohave had you in my life. We were at our prime in terms of our relationship cos we were understanding each other more and enjoying each others time. Your my angel and im sure im yours..

Writing makes me feel better. though at times i cant bear to share how i feel with people cos its something I only want you to know. For that reason I write or cry cos I no your watching me!

Anyways grizzily bear take care of youself and continue to shine and walk with me bro. How blessed am I to have you as my angel,

Let me give you a joke, the picture of you in my windscreen, every boy looks at it and tells me your screwing them lol... There still scared now, u bloddy bullly

Swear tite grizziliy and hit up grandma, grandad and the fam x

Shannel (Sister) April 29, 2008

Hi nay wats Gud? yh court 2morow nt lookin forward 2 to it one bit.
Boi i feel stressed but i knw we will all get thru it anyway jus passin and i will c wants gud for 2morrow.
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Simone Bell (Sister) April 28, 2008

wats gud nay da court case starts 2mw so I fort I wud cum and speak 2 u. Dez 2weeks r gna b stress but u dun kno dat booma strength will come out of every1. I miss u bad cuz. I miss jus sittin down and reasonin wid u. Me, u and A always tryin 2 fink of a way 2 get p. Me and A r still keepin it up. Save a place 4 me dow fam. I Love and respect u fam and I int got dat 4 alot of people dez days but ur heart was pure. Sumtimes I feel lost b God knows I feel ders no1 real i can tlk 2.

Jade (Cousin) April 27, 2008

iT,S FEELS AS IF I LOST BOTH MY LEGS

Hi Nay, u knw who dis is? yesterday was ur portrait openin da picture of u is stunt 101, it looks tough i mus say, me oomps and mum saw ur double frm a far even mum had 2 admit da boi looks like u lol.
Fat boi were cookin up as usual jerk chicken and hardo bread i knw u wud have been boxin sme of dat.
Ur painting in on moorland road estate Nay u see how u notice everything da shop on moorlands rd dats not even noticable. I had a convo with da man in dere he knws u well lol.
Had 2 comfort mum yesterday u knw how it goes dnt like 2 c her crying in fact any1 grevin ova u.
We all miss u as u knw it was a Beautful Day yesterday for a Hansum and Brilliant young man God made the ray of sun jus shine down for us i believe dat was your doings as well.
Raheem is really shy doesn,t do crowds, funny dat car weneva u wud com up 2 my hse and da livin room was full u wud say whar ah Gwan to ppl den hide away in ur niece,s room.
U were a shy Guy 2day is sunday and i will b leavin 4 work soon Double pay so i,m defo reaching.
I was feelin a bit stressed but yesterday made me feel a million and one tymes betta.
Anyway Nay i will see u Again love and kisses 4 u mwahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Simone Bell (Sister) April 27, 2008

Hi bro fought i,d holler Boi da weather is getting a bit beta wud b nice if u were here 2 enjoy it with every1 else, Every1 is dying Derrick Accra i knw i do nt have 2 tell u car u have most probably seen im by nw.
I,m jus at hme not wrking 2day plus im lookin 4 anuther job at present car i,m wasting my NCFE LEVEL 3 IN COUNSELLING but i knw where 2 look 4 a job it,s jus selling myself interview wise which i knw isn,t 2 hard 4 me.
So howz life treatin u? been a bit stressed but i,m ova comin it slightly, ur niece is growing up fast u knw u and her acted silly when u bth were 2gether lol. she is kinda followin u by nt being able 2 wake up 4 skool, i used 2 ring u u were still in bed always a excuse 4 u oh i dnt have no shoes lol.
member warwick park ringin me 2 come gt u u spent da day at ma hse u were kinda 2 big 4 skool meaning you looked like a Big man in skool uniform.
Nay gna go nw but i have a smile on ma face as i,m typin diz, i spoke 2 mum yesterday shes growin her hair jus 4 u.
REST IN PEACE MISS U xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Simone Bell (Sister) April 25, 2008

i miss u soooo much

Naynae...
When i think of you I either cry coz ur not here or laugh coz of da memories!!!!
When you was around we were always laughing... you used to give me the most joke.... when u was tired you used to chat the most s***. Never a dull moment when you was here. You were mine and Raheems world Nay... you know this. I would only be happy when i was with u. Whenever we had our little disagreements I would be down, as soon as we were okay again I would be happy.
When i think of you not being here I get a pain in my throat and tears to my eyes... Im heartbroken, angry, upset, distraught and still (believe or not) in disbelief.
Dont know how many times I'll say this but I wish you were here with us!!! Life would be soo different.
Sometimes I sit and wonder what would I be doin right now if Naynae was here.
Im still suffereng from this stupid attacks. My heart is crying for u silently everyday and when I look at Raheem I think my little innocent son... what did he do to deserve loosing a great father like you. The answer is I dont know... and I dont think my questions will ever be answered...

My darling Nathan I have faith that i will see you again one day, until then keep watchin over us, especially vanetta (mum)..Shan..Sim..Wes..Shy..and ur son Raheem. They all miss you nay.. everyone does!!!

All my love... your Wife for Life (ride or die)
Rochelle xxx

Wifey (WIFEY) April 25, 2008

yo may jus passsing tru hpe ur watching down on us. grandma padmore has joined you today. we lost her this morning but im not worried i knw ur gna look afta her till i cum ok. nuff luv.

Taschanne Padmore (Friend) April 24, 2008

boi naynae

im jus flyin thru hope u are ok? and in gd condition anywy chat 2 u shortly xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Simone Bell (Sister) April 22, 2008